After reading a couple advices and looking into it, I’ve come to conclude that I’m done with us.

You know I remember how we used to go places together, we’d laugh as one and now we’re just two different icebergs separated by cold water. To be honest, we both fell apart, you did your thing and I did mine but I’ll say this much.

Life goes on, people come and go but real friends are those who stand by you at your worst, I feel like that’s what I’ve always done for you and I just got to that point in my life where I got really tired of waiting on you (you know how much I hate waiting on people). Whether it was going to the gym together, going out to eat, job hunting - in every situation you have always been the lagger and I’ve been kind enough to let it slide but after awhile I just got so tired of listening to the same drama, of having to wait for you while opportunities passed me, and you were a good friend to me. You listened to me rant about my issues with my mom, you had my back when I snuck out with my boyfriend, you defended and believed in me when no one else did and somewhere along that line we both just fell apart. I can’t say I’ve tried but I also can’t say I haven’t tried. It’s as if I want to fix it and I don’t, now I’m just here sitting waiting for the tide to touch my feet, if not I will gladly just watch the sun rise and set, morning and night.

But I am sad to say, I really thought our friendship would never have faded. Now when we talk I feel like I don’t even know you anymore, you associate with people who smell of lies and you swim in a sea of fakeness. I’d rather stand on the sidelines and watch as you proceed and I guess this is just how we’re going to end. For some reason, I am sad but I don’t feel like making a difference, I have no idea anymore.

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